to have tried a little
In a lap of midnight
And red lights
Thinking it’d be over soon
That’s the truth
You remember faces without names
In the same places you stash
The lusts you pretend to have never had
But love to hate all the same
That’s the truth
Love doesn’t exist because of your mistakes
But it never hurts to meet half-way there
Drawing our fantasies with half-hearted stares
So now 2nd place is the price I pay
That’s the truth
Run
Words separate like the
Void of an ocean
And I swim in the places
Where you find meaning
Blow the dust off the pages
So you can paint your thoughts
In the clouds they mimic
I find myself writing
Outside the lines when
I think of the
Impossibility of us and I remember
While they rest in the shadows
Of all they dreamt to do
We lived
Amnesia LIve
and if the walls of my mind were an audience
perhaps the encore of regrets would justify the applause
or the elaborate performance satisfy the
perpetual absence of illuminated ideas
animated actions
… recording my words without direction within sulci
upon the fall of the curtain my memory, mimicking my enclosed mind
reminds: forget….
ocean blooming
A beacon in tumultuous ocean
Alive like humored faces void of smiles
You drift aimlessly on the lies you believed would shine lovingly
Like the eyes of daisies you forgot to present
Oh lets not lament that bouquet
For to this day that beacon will but glow
Glistening for the stories in which you wet your toes
So busy finding words and ways you never stopped to smell the rose.






